Nugget 2.1 (5)
Overcoming apparent death - through Grace and His Love…in Service.
Dear Reader,
We have followed the 2018 nuggets for 52 weeks. In moving flat I have misplaced 2019 diary, so today we start our 2nd year of Nuggets with 2020. The Words are timeless and always alive with meaning and significance. So I hope, you too are blessed with these from this week in 2020.
We can see how the Lord brought, and brings, healing to specific trauma wounds during a time when I was ‘serving’ others.
Friday January 31st, 2020
Hopelessness my beloved child is NOT of faith or initiated by God. In Me you always trust, hope and love - even in dark places - Yes child, I trusted even on the Cross (despite ‘being’ abandoned). Stop striving and trying to ‘see’ the Way or answer.* Trust, Rest - and receive the Way, the Truth and the Life - in PEACE and LOVE -with long-suffering, and Grace to persevere. (Amen, Lord.)
Gentleness upholds in all things - holding all people and the material world in harmony.
*Saturday 1st of February I was helping with Baptisms, and close friends provided ‘treats’ for my birthday - but it was the ‘carrying by Christ’ in all this that I commented on in the PS to the Friday entry.
And Sunday 2nd I wrote another PS,
P.S.’Re-birth- Yes Lord I kept turning and resting in You - and You came into the lies about my birth -and You healed/overturned the ‘death’ within - and You gave new life and hope to my body- ‘Vivified’. Glory to You my God - and You /I drove to Nottingham- and I felt no stress.
Monday 3rd February, 2020
Child - your surrender to Grace is a garland of beauty in the Heavenlies; Your obedience, in Love to My Life and work, is My delight and joy. Trust Me today- stay IN My Name, Heart and LOVE and make a path of Hope for those who desire to speak to you.*
*I had come to Nottingham, to a prayer community of women who either had mental-health issues of their own, or had children who suffered from mental health difficulties. They prayed for each other and the whole mental-health system and those involved; and joined in practical and creative work each week to provide crafts for sale, and cards to send to those in mental health wards who had no family support. They also sang regularly at a local Care Home for the elderly, using the piano and singing gifts of specific members of the Group.
Each time I went to spend three or four days with them, individuals that I had come to know wanted one to one time with me to talk.
Tuesday 4th February, 2020
Hope My daughter in My overcoming of your disgrace and degradation of soul. ** You lived through hell You lived through hell with the self-will of your step-father which degraded and denied your goodwill and love. I Am yours. Do not be afraid. Your willingness to live for me IS divine grace and truth. Let us become divine love in action. Amen (Amen Lord.)
**During the night I had woken feeling that I was mentally dead - yet ‘aware’ of this and able to ‘search’ for thoughts - which I found in my heart - and prayed the Jesus Prayer - then I wrote a poem about the state I was in - trusting in God to bring me through: ‘Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil.’ After about 2 hours I was able to sleep again.
Wednesday 5th of February, 2020
Later in the day: - Overcoming all death, destruction of the soul, and the lies o f satan- by the Lived Love of God; the gentleness of purity of heart and the Truth of God in humility and forgiveness. This is the Narrow Way of Love - bringing purity of heart and the Holy Spirit - becoming the bearer of God the Word. Glory to God alone.
Thursday 6th February, 2020
(Back from Nottingham last night.)
PS. Poverty of spirit leads you the way of the Cross - self-sacrifice, degradation, and forgiveness. Be comforted by My love for you, and the Father’s provision of help.
Oh Lord have mercy. I felt powerless and yet You enabled me.
Dear Reader I hope this encourages you to cast aside any fear you have about childhood abuse memories emerging or being with you for ever. Not that they are ‘pleasant’ but that WITH CHRIST they will be overcome and the root healed. And they come, and are overcome, because you are willing to be a servant of God.