Nugget 2.8(3)
Allowing New Life to Overcome Pain and Loss, to Live in Purity of God's Love.
Dear Reader,
When I opened the 2020 diary to this week, I saw that 4 of the days were summaries of what God had accomplished either through the grace and vision I was given, or through another. Thus the long-awaited shed was moved to completion because the door and roof were added, and roofing felt, and floor made the shed usable. I lined the walls and put two shelves up. And that day started work on an icon that had been commissioned.
I guess these were examples of ‘God wills and does’, and ‘God provides’ often through other people. But I was also receiving His word to help me persevere despite my ‘feelings’ and old wounds coming to the surface.
Wednesday 25th of March, 2026
Child - you are not alone or abandoned by God. You accept your nothingness and the degradation of your childhood. Do not be afraid. ‘Though you pass through the fire you will not be burned.*
*I have written about this quote from Isaiah 43:2b before… the ‘fire’ refers to anger and strong feelings that stem from evil treatment by others particularly those from whom you would expect love - and are triggered by current trials. And 43:3 explains our hope, ’For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, who saves you.’ The wonderful thing about this saving work of God, is that in owning these strong and ‘dangerous’ feelings, which originally created fear of abandonment, and a sense of disintegration in the child - in God’s Hands and Love it creates a re-integration of this part of yourself, re-connecting this happening with both the Love and wisdom of God, and the ability to understand and ‘carry’ the happening in your ‘rational mind’ - the pre-frontal cortex. Through God’s Spirit one is able to see that ‘x’ person truly did not know/understand what they were doing. Step by step forgiveness becomes easier- according to how much of God’s Love has been let in!! And being willing to release the anger, bitterness etc to the Cross of Christ, frees the Spirit in order to create new Life and Love.
Thursday 26th March, 2020
Beloved daughter - armed with Love, Prayer and unutterable Faith, you with/in Me are a warrior in the time of strife. You will overcome your/our deaths and be a Light in the darkness. Trust Me that I will provide.
Darling child - rest in Me and be at Peace - in hope and Praise. Amen
Saturday 28th March, 2020
Let go child. I always wanted you - Created and re-formed to My praise and glory. Let go the self-interest which stems from your rejection in utero and at birth - and know that I am God and in Me you live and move and have your/My being.
Dear Reader, These nuggets are a gentle encouragement to accept that God formed us in His Image — that we may be conformed to His Likeness, as we become strengthened in His Spirit, becoming the bearer of His Love. ‘and draw precious souls to Him’.
Good Strength as you go on your Journey. May you have ears to hear, eyes to see a Heart to receive His Love. Good Courage - to allow ‘all that is in the dark into the Light’ and know more and more of Freedom to live in Grace.